the thoughts of the specter

[Shdo]

In Ja'eq room, guarded by lobotomized killer hollows and trapped behind a 1000 traps lays a journal. In this journal he writes his personal thoughts and memories. Here are a select few.

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Mongrel idiots! I'll kill those children!

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Marcella:8
Sisko:6
Suvi:3
Lulu:3
Lala: -10

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I hate the 7th espada, she simply didn’t showed up to the mission, I felt so outcast in that mission…why can't I just get along with the mindless mongrel lot? :cry

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I find myself unable to go to sleep…I think I'll go and stare at the various unaware sleeping espada and friccons…again…

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I want to examine those twins, maybe I can mimic Lulu brain chemistry onto Lala to make her less…Lala…this annoying jailbait…

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I drove over a old lady today…I am not improving.

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[Shdo]

Collected last night the 5th's friccon blood while he was sleeping (passed out to be more exact), now I need to syntisize the blood out of all this alchohol…

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Marcella asked me to play my violin for the rest of the espada, something about group moral and bonding, the reactions were mostly very good (note to self, reduce Lala points) until they asked how I make the violin sound so haunting.
When I told them that I use XXXX XXXXXX as the raw meterials for my cords half of them vomited and the other half ran out of the room.
How rude is that?! If you ask a question be ready to receive a answer!

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Update: Sisko: 6.5
Lala: -11 -12(note to self, must create a bigger scale.)

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The new 10th joined us yesterday. went over there at night (still having problem sleeping, I prescribe staring to myself) and I think that this birthmark on her thigh back is troubeling, ill call her for checkup later.
Edit: note to self, asking a girl to take off her pants and turn around so that I can examine her thighs can be misunderstood. Also, ill need ice.

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KAYDER RULES! MY NUMBER IS HIGHER THAN YOURS!!! note to self: kill kayder, add traps to journal, remove another 1/16 of kayder brain.